To Die to Live
Forever
The Tale of the Griffin
Brothers
In our day and age, we are always so concerned
with theory and reasons. Every single piece of technological
equipment is made to support this mentality. Whenever
something unexpected happens, we turn to logic, we ask
science for answers.
When Dominic Griffin fell ill, there was no reason to be
found, and the means to search for one were not what they
are today. And frankly - it did not matter at all. When you
are told that you will die within a year, knowing the how
and the why of it is very little consolation. This was the
time when seeing the doctor in town surely meant that
somebody was going to die.
Dominic's illnes was the talk of the town, of course. The
younger of the Griffin brothers - sick? Everybody knew them.
The quiet, dark Dominic was always the best loved of the
two. He was the one who went out of his way to help old
ladies carry her groceries or to take lost children home. He
was the one who sat quietly listening to stories at dinner
parties making the storyteller feel appreciated by his
accurate enquiries and appropriate comments. It wasn't that
Gideon wasn't popular. He was just very different from his
brother. He never turned down a challenge, and he was a
bright, handsome young man with blue eyes and fair hair. If
Dominic was the one who listened, Gideon was always certain
to have an exciting and entertaining story up his sleeve for
every occasion. Women over forty loved Dominic and hoped
their daughters would some day marry him, and women under
forty loved Gideon and hoped they would some day marry
him.
Gideon could not stand seeing Dominic sick. He would sit by
his bed and start talking about things they should do once
his brother got well again. Dominic would just smile at him
and tell him how lovely it sounded, and they both knew how
futile it was. At times he wanted to take his sword and
plunge it into Dominic's heart so that he would not have to
see him suffer anymore.
"I don't want you to die!" he told Dominic, holding his
increasingly fragile hands in his. "I don't want you to
leave me!"
"There is not much I can do about it," whispered Dominic.
"I'm sorry, Gideon."
"I'm going to find a way!" said Gideon fiercely, as if this
was a crisis that he would singlehandedly face and overcome.
"I promise you, Dominic, I'm going to find a way!"
Dominic only smiled.
One day Gideon disappeared. He simply was gone without a
word, without as much as saying good bye to his brother or
his friends. Evil rumours around town had it that he had
abandoned Dominic, and it was not long before people started
remembering how cruel Gideon had been to a dog once, or how
Dominic might not have fallen ill if it hadn't been for
Gideon's unnatural ideas of horse racing on the heath in the
middle of the night. Whenever these rumour reached Dominic,
he would deny them. Blaming Gideon for his situation was not
only futile but untrue as well. Who were they to speak ill
of Gideon?
Gideon hadn't left him. Surely he would return. He wasn't so
much scared of dying now, but of dying alone. Gideon had
always been there to help him through the hardest of times.
If Gideon was with him, even the strongest pain was
bearable. Besides, if Gideon returned to find him gone
already, he would be terribly upset. They needed to say
farewell properly. So he simply had to stay alive until he
saw Gideon running up the garden path.
Meanwhile, Gideon had left the country in search
for a cure for Dominic's illness. There had to be a way. He
would not tolerate it! He would not just sit and watch. His
search took him south and east. As he rode across the lands,
he started hearing rumours and tales to support his quest.
Myths of someone who could help him save his brother. As the
stories started to grow more real and substantial, he also
began hearing warnings from the locals. Yes, there was such
a person as the one he was looking for, but under no
circumstances should he get anywhere near her. It would be
certain death to ask for her help.
In the end, he was directed to a desolated castle. If he
really meant to see the witch who lived there, he should
wait until nightfall and lure her out with a newly
slaughtered animal. And so, Gideon stood outside the
fortress, holding the severed head of a goat over his
head.
"Come out and talk to me!" he bellowed. "I plead your
help!"
The great doors swung open. "What makes you think I will do
anything for you, young mortal?" asked the inhabitant, a
beautiful, whitehaired woman in far more luxurious garments
than the faded, raw walls of the castle would suggest. She
was so pale that it was difficult to imagine her ever having
experienced daylight.
"I have heard that you can make a man live forever,"
answered Gideon readily. "My brother is dying. I need to
save him. Please," he added, falling to his knees and
holding out the head to her as an offering. Its blood was
running down his arms and staining his shirt. "Please help
me, and I will be forever indebted to you! I will do
anything you wish as long as you help me save my brother's
life!"
She looked at him with a disgusted frown, "Why are you
waving a dead animal at me?"
"I was told you would approve of it," replied Gideon.
The woman gave a hollow laugh. "Not really, I don't. And I
don't think I want to help you." She turned around, and the
doors began closing.
"No!" yelled Gideon. "No! I came so far! You cannot do this
to me!" He pushed his way through the doors and grabbed her
by the shoulders. How cold and hard her skin was! It was
startling to feel - as if she were a corpse. "Please! I will
do anything! Please! I promised him ... I promised my
brother I would find him a cure. Please! I - I swear I will
kill you if you do not help me!" He brandished his sword at
her, his fingers clamped shaking in rage and fear.
Seeing his desperate tears, the woman pushed the sword away
with a smile. "Put that thing back in its sheath before you
hurt yourself with it. I will agree to help you because you
are the first person I meet with a little nerve. The first
man who doesn't flee in horror at the touch of my
skin."
The time was drawing closer. It was clear to
everyone who knew Dominic. At day he appeared to be
accepting his fate, to be tending to matters such as his
will and telling his friends not to be sad, because he would
soon be free of the torment of pain. But at night he cried
silently, for Gideon had been gone for several months now,
and he did not know how much longer he could wait for
him.
At one point he considered getting it over with and taking
his own life. What did a month or two matter? He admitted
this to a servant, and curiously all sharp objects were
removed from his room shortly after. But had he really meant
to do it, he could have jumped out of the window and hoped
to break his neck on the cobblestones below. He didn't,
because Gideon still wasn't there, and Gideon would be so
sad and angry with him if they couldn't see each other one
last time. "Gideon, where are you? I'm scared," he whispered
into his pillow. "I'm so scared."
Late one night when Dominic had cried himself to sleep, he
was awoken by a sound at the window. "Gideon?" he breathed
hopefully. The window was open, and a cool breeze was
playing with the curtains.
"Dominic." Gideon was standing in the shadows by the window.
He was back. He was finally back. He sat down on the bed and
kissed the forehead of his little brother. "I'm here now,
Dominic," he said softly. "I'm here."
Dominic was crying. He wouldn't have to be lonely now. He
was safe. He would never have to be scared and alone again.
"I've missed you!"
"I have missed you too," replied Gideon. "But don't worry.
We will never have to be apart again. We will be together
forever now."
Dominic shook his head. "At least for a little while. I have
no more than a few weeks to -"
Gideon put his finger on his brother's lips. "Shh. I said
forever. I will never leave you again, and I will never let
you leave me. I am going to save you," he said. "But first
... I am going to have to hurt you. It will be over soon,
but I'm going to have to ..."
"I don't understand. What are you ..?" whispered
Dominic.
"To give you a new life, I am going to take your old life,"
explained Gideon. "Trust me. I love you."
"I love you too, but what ..?" Dominic's eyes widened in
surprise as Gideon bent closer and put his hand hard over
his mouth. The purpose of this became clear when what would
have been an agonised scream came out as a muffled cry.
Gideon was biting him. Or was it a monster disguised as his
brother? The teeth piercing his skin and his veins were no
ordinary human teeth. He instinctively tried breaking free,
but his efforts were futile. Gideon was pinning him to the
bed, hurting him. Killing him.
When Dominic woke up, it was strangely clear to
him that he had died. He had felt it. The death he had so
been trying to stall had been dealt to him swiftly in the
form of his own brother. And yet - yet he was alive to have
these thoughts. The room was dark, but he could easily
discern every detail of it. The bloodstains, the curtains
still blowing in the wind. The form of his brother crouched
on the floor with a clumsily made bandage around his wrist,
holding it tenderly.
"Gideon?"
Gideon swayingly got to his feet. He staggered to the bed
and sat down on it again. "Dominic," he replied. "My
brother, my son."
"Gideon," Dominic whispered again, "I'm ... You killed
me."
"Yes," Gideon smiled, putting Dominic's hand on his own
chest. "See? I promised you, didn't I? I promised you I'd
find a way to save you, and I did!"
"But I'm dead. We're ... dead," said Dominic horrified.
"And free to live forever!" laughed Gideon, revealing a set
of deadly canines. "I kept my promise, Dominic! And we will
be together forever!"
Dominic stared at him. His eyes started brimming over with
tears.
"Don't cry, Dominic. My wish was granted. I will never have
to worry about you dying again," he said, embracing his
little brother tightly.
Dominic didn't reply. He returned the embrace, clinging on
to Gideon with trembling arms.
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